May 20, 2010

Holiday booked…

Posted in Uncategorized tagged , , at 10:50 am by copingwithdepression

After 2 days of scouring the internet & phoning 20+ holiday companies we finally booked a holiday – going to Egypt in November.  The last 2 days I felt like I had something to do to keep busy & keep focused but now I’m lost again.  Instead of feeling excited about the holiday – I couldn’t sleep last night for worrying …. did we get a good enough deal, we should have phoned this person & said that…. and the biggie – will we still be together in November?  And if we are will it be possible to enjoy a holiday together?  Why can’t I just relax?  Going to try to keep busy today to give me soemthing to focus on.